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How to make the first move? [07 Feb 2008|10:35pm] [ mood | horny ] hahaha that is an old title I just am going to use. so life is alright, can't complain. I am sleepy. I am suppose to be at the gym with my new friend mikey p. but I am a fat gurl tonight. I am sleepy too! ummm I don't know how we got to livejournal, but I am here. enjoy the ride shit bagz so ummmmmm I like marisa's post. it makes sense. other then that see you in aprox. 9 months. because I am preg, not really but I never use this thing until I remember I am bord and emo and want to type because I suck @ talking about like. I bitch a lot, but never talk. shame shame islam knows my name. -Bruce post comment

It's been a while! [07 Apr 2007|07:34pm] Sooooo, I totally forgot livejournal existed. I haven't updated since October. crazy. life has changed a lot since then. I miss a lot. I feel like life is moving faster then I can imagine. it freaks me out how much things change, and yet how much things stay the same. I am working at Birmingham now, Lisa the lady who hired me got fired. President Tuxedo is doing a complete turn over with employees. I am one of the older employees. I have almost been with the company for 3 years now. I am definitly lonley in Detroit. I don't have a lot of friends here. I work a lot and the rest is spent on school so I don't really have time to make them. My old ones I don't see all that much... I try, but they are always busy. It makes sence and I can totally understand. 1st year of college is almost done. 3 left. I got a house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Royal Oak baby! we hired cara @ PT NB! I feel like all my freinds have at some point worked at Pres. Tux. I have been single for almost a year now. It is def. not cool. I want someone soooo bad. Easter is tomorrow! HAPPY EASTER! It dosn't even feel like easter... it's snowing... "I am dreaming of a white EASTER..." what the hell. if you wanna chill hit me up, I am pretty alone right now. -BRUCE 1 comment|post comment

[11 Oct 2006|09:37pm] Cute boy in the hall.......... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm 3 comments|post comment

FAILING TIME! [09 Oct 2006|01:50pm] Okay so I def. failed my first college test!!!! My english quiz I got a 4/10 that is my lowest score ever! sooo yeah that was bad... it's just a quiz though... all my papers keep getting B's! not good. Humanities I took our like mid term exam... I failed no doubt. It was mainly terminology for art and music and dates of the DIA. I couldn't do it. I have two VP classes so I don't need this one... but I still don't want to fail. College was going too easy, now it's time to step it up! -Bruce 2 comments|post comment

Crazy as New Baltimore People!/Magazine! [08 Oct 2006|10:45pm] OKAY SO THIS CRAZY PSHYCO BITCH CUSTOMER HIT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF! I wouldn't cancel her son's order because it was the weak of the event! so she slaps me on my hands and try's to steel the folder of contracts! I am like this is my copy! she keeps hitting me then gets a hold of it and try's to run out of the store. I chase her and pull the contract out of he hand and she keeps swatting at me and yelling. I tell her to leave please. she is NUTS! Dorrie calls her and is like BITCHING HER OUT! LOL GO DORRIE! CRAZY BITCH on a more serious note. another Murder in New Baltimore???? crazy. It's sad when it seems to be more safe when I am in Detroit, then when I am home in New Baltimore. "God the father hear our prayer!" Love ya! -B.R.U.C.E. P.S. WHO IS IN THE NEXT "OUT POST MAGAZINE!!!!!!!!!!!!" BRUCE HENDERSON AND JUSTIN SZOSTEK! Gotta love the pretty bitches! 3 comments|post comment

Can't Sleep! EVER! [06 Oct 2006|02:56am] I am so tired. like but I can't sleep. I don't know what is wrong with me. I wish I knew. I miss a lot of things I guess. I feel really alone here at wayne. I don't like that. I mean I am so use to having 300 people to talk too. and now I only have a slim few. I can sleep at home, I just can never sleep here. The only time I sleep is when I am about to die. lol. I think I might be depressed. I don't know what I am depressed about though. Shouldn't their be a reason? I mean I really don't have one. my life is good, but I am not happy. at all. I should be. Maybe that is what is depressing me? I am tired of waking up and having so much shit to do. I don't know. I feel like none of this is what I want. I don't want to work, I don't want to go to school. But that seems to be what I have to do. and what is right for me. I hate it. I want to do nothing, like so many mother fuckers in this world do... god I wish I was calidean right now... what ever. I am just so tired of working my ass off. I will be at President Tuxedo for almost 3 years now. and I am only fucking 18! what the hell? I am almost a sophmore in college. and I just started. Most people would say my life is pretty on track. I guess I am so tired of doing the "right" thing. I want to do more of "my" thing. I can't fuck up what I have though over depression. That would be a loser way out. I guess this will pay off one day. (I hope) If not that totally sucks big fat hairy man ass! (grosse) FUCK SOCIETY FUCK THE ECONOMY FUCK THIS. In the words of a wise man: "Peace, Love, and Asshole Grease"-Nick Braun This is Bruce Henderson and I am signing off now! Good Night Folks! 4 comments|post comment

Diffrence [19 Sep 2006|11:56am] College is kinda depressing when you have none of your good friends to share it with. I mean I have my roomate and all these new gay people in my life, but I just fell like I don't quite "fit" my take on gay is diffrent. Like all of these guys are gay for their youth an don't want t a serious relationship ever. they want to marry girls when they get older and be "normal" I mean I am fine with marrying a guy. I don't get that at all... if your gay your gay. what are you going to do marry, not tell her your gay and fuck around with guys??? idk. work I love, I just wish their was a more urban location. new baltimore sucks ass. I misss my friends from drama. I see them like once a week still. it's just that like I shut out everyone from college. I don't know what I want right now. I guess I am not suppose to know. but still. I have thoughts about leaving everyday. nothing is wrong at college at all.. it's just the idea of college. I feel like you waste so much time and effort that could be put into more crucial things. like I don't know starving kids in africa, instead of I need this A plus in Psyc. or all these people with all these problems right in detroit. I came to the city to make a diffrence. so far I feel like all the time is focused on me. what makes me more important then the people on the streets. the sad thing is some of these people are really trying to make it. our ecomony is falling at the seems. The richer get richer... cough Birmingham, rochester, grosse pointe cough bad cold huh? and the poorer get poorer. Detroit, Taylor, Dearborn. what is wrong with this? perhaps it leads to formal education yes. but I mean no one should be so rich that they sit home and have nothing to do... what makes the birmingham house wife any diffrent then the bum on the street? they both are doing nothing. but the one with the money has more respect? why cuz she muches of her husband? for real. I don't know how to change the world. but I do know how to bitch. maybe that is the start of change. when you bitch about something long enough, it changes. e.g. woman rights, civil rights, gay rights. were all people. stop pretending your better, when your not. We all have skin, we all have blood, and we all are going to die. so what is the diffrence? -Bruce 5 comments|post comment

It's been a while... [16 Sep 2006|12:20pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | "I belong to me"-Jessica Simpson ] So I sign on Livejournal and I am like wtf... it's all changed! Life is good. Nice home in Detroit... (sounds like a oxymoron! but it's not!) No Boyfriend. (Always a plus!) (also sounds sarcastic, but it's not!) Lots of friends (sounds crazy, but it's true.) getting along with the Fam. (How you might ask? I don't live their? idk!) OH! I HAVE TWO GOALS! TAKE MORE PICTURES (ONE) LEARN MORE ABOUT WHO I AM (TWO) FINI! Sincerly, -Bruce Joseph Henderson-for all your formalwear needs!!!!! President Tuxedo New Baltimore, Michigan Asst. Manager 2 comments|post comment

1st week of college done. [08 Sep 2006|06:53pm] My Play Analysis class is my new life... I read a play between every class period and write an 8 Page analysis. We are required to be involved in 7 shows a semester. anything from being in the production to ushering. Humanities is all online and we have 300 places to see in detroit on our own. english is higher expecations, I am in like a sophmore english class. Intro to Theatre... havn't gone yet. sooo yeah. that is my life. Single as fuck. No friends. A lot of work. Life sucks. P.S. annnnnd I still work in New Baltimore. that is all. -Bruce post comment

[01 Sep 2006|01:46am] [ mood | listless ] [ music | Acadeny Is-Slow Down! ] MOVE IN DAY TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BACK TO WSU! MORE COMPLICATED THEN EVER! scared :/ post comment

[02 Aug 2006|05:37pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Something Gay and EMo.=`0 ] livejournal seems so out dated next to myspace... I am gonna get hate mail for that comment! anyways, I have been avoiding a lot of drama at home. I just wanted to say I still love all of you. It makes me sad what you choose to do. but I can't do anything about that. trust me no one has replaced any of you. and if you think this is easy for me your mistaken. it's not. imagine being in my shoes for real. you might then get a better picture as to how it would be here. I wish life was diffrent. I wish I could be home, I wish I could fuck around and see you guys. I just can't. I have to do this. I don't have much to fall back on but myself. Just please stop making all these bad choices you will regret later. I don't know. I miss home, I miss the way things WERE. but sadly they will never be the same. -Bruce 2 comments|post comment

blonde moment/fall schedual [31 Jul 2006|03:51pm] I didn't sign out in the libary... some girl I am guessing signed up for classes under my code. I went to check what I have and I had African Dance HA HA Aribic???? Calculus shit!!!! and Political Science!!!!! ha ha what the hell!!!!! 7 comments|post comment

Long time no update. [30 Jul 2006|12:18pm] yeah life has been adventures yet dramatic. I don't know. I am not feeling so great about the way things play out. what can ya do right??? It just seems everyone is always mad at me. I really don't want any type of comment for improvement right now... uh, I just don't even know. I can't wait till school is done. I am not having any luck with any guys. I miss a lot of my friends. the friends I do see are always seeming to be pissed about something. I am feel really bad I havn't seen my grandpa and he is not doing so hot again. I had a really good weekend. I just am seeing a lot of diffrent sides to me that I havn't seen before and I never knew that I was they way I am about certian things. That sentence was relly vauge, but get's my point across with out having to say too much. I am tired, over worked, and unhappy. That is my conclusion to life. -Bruce 3 comments|post comment

hmmmm [06 Jul 2006|05:36pm] Today is real chillax at WSU. So what am I doing? At the Under grad Library waiting for dinner... Suppose to be doing a paper, but like the rest of the people in here we are fucking around myspace. why the fuck is myspace so fucking adictive to all the population of WSU? just wondering. I am just as guilty as anyother person in here. what else? be home tommorrow. Last class is ends at 12:30. I think I am going to go to West Land Mall... need to call my mom about my car loan. Papers and thank you's is what tommorrow night is going to be about. I just want a chillax night. Then saturday is econo lodge. and sun is sam's grad party. sound good? good. -Bruce post comment

Down time. [05 Jul 2006|12:32pm] I like Monday's and Wednesday's for one reason... NO UGE!!!! That is my Computer class that takes up my lunch hour on tues and thurs. sick! college is fine today... I have fucking english next. she kills me with all that grammer talk! we have a quiz. sick. ummm, what else? tommorrow is thursday! then friday! I get to go home after 1 o clock!!!!! I have math and UGE friday morning. I am going to try and get a loan this weekend for my NEW CAR! Also need to apply at After Hours in Westland. I have to do my thank you's. a lot of homework. ECONO LODGE HA HA! I get paid this week. I have 6 more weeks left in this program after friday! Time to go to class! -Bruce 2 comments|post comment

hmmmm [03 Jul 2006|02:51pm] This is so stupid I know. I don't really want to go back to school =( I wish that we could hjust go out in the work world. 1 comment|post comment

[27 Jun 2006|07:55pm] At WSU. Settled In. Making new Friends. Miss all my ones at home. ummmm, weird being away from President Tuxedo. It's been a while since I was online. Class starts tommorrow. wish me luck. -Bruce 2 comments|post comment

COLLEGE!!!!!! [22 Jun 2006|08:20pm] OKAY! ANY LAST MIN. ADVICE? Tommorrow last day of work, 10-8.... well for a little bit, and depending on if the dream team falls through... long story, know more tommorrow! um, got everything I hope!!!! SATURDAY IS MY GRAD PARTY MY HOUSE 2 PM- ?????? BE THERE!!!!!! What else? kinda freakin out... kinda excited... sooo many mixed emotions!!! Just wish me luck, I need it!!!!! -Bruce 3 comments|post comment

[16 Jun 2006|03:22pm] 9 day's till I go to Wayne State. Got my Stuff in the mail... I have something to do Mon-Fri. Every Hour from 7 am Till 12 PM! WHAT THE HELL!!!! I Can't do anything on my own ither... I can't Leave campus with out parental permission... WTF? Plus when I am home on the weekends sat/sun I work open to close... to get my hours back... good bye summer, hello school. sick! -Bruce post comment

Irony is a Bitch. [09 Jun 2006|11:47am] [ mood | restless ] This post is very ironic, if you read the last one you will get why... isn't 66 young? compared to like 100... well, that is the age my grandpa is about to loose his life too... he is in realllly bad shape. He had a massive heart attach last night. this is Grandpa Henderson, Camp Ground Grandpa. he only has 15 percent of his heart left. and he is in a coma on a respirator. he is not doing welll at all. Their is sooo much I want to say. I am just gonna save it. welll, isn't this quite Ironic? -Bruce 2 comments|post comment

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